I'm fucking pissed off right now.  My dad is a fucking bastard and I just need a place to rant or else I don't know what I'd do.  My nephew just wanted to bring a desktop computer to the house to use because his laptop is messing up.  My dad started a huge fight and said if my nephew brought it to the house, then dad would through it over the hill, like my moms pot that he stole when we weren't around.  Why?  Because he doesn't want us to cook in/on the oven.  He's a god damn bastard that only cares about himself.  He thinks everything in the house is his to do with as he pleases.  It also doesn't help that my brother and sister-in-law don't understand and don't want to understand.  They think that if we know how to talk to him and say nice things to him, he'll be nice and understanding back.  We've tried that.  Guess what?  He lashes out on us even more and still blows up for NO reason.  He'll just randomly come into the living room or wherever my mom and I are and start yelling at us.  He's in the living room now, making a huge fit AGAIN!  People can't do anything in this house with out having to go through his big mouth.  He complains that there's too much 'junk' around the house from other people, but the biggest amount of junk is HIS stuff that he leaves laying around outside in the way of the car.  He only cares about his god damn self!!  I wanna kill him so bad.  I didn't used to have those thoughts, but he frigging drives me to them.  I can't stand to even look at him.  All we have to do is hear his scooter start up and mom and I go "oh, great, here comes the jack ass".  He's a worthless scumbag.  He actually thinks that my mom is the one that turned me against him!  Yeah right.  Cause randomly starting fights, saying we can't cook or go anywhere without his permission, and stealing peoples stuff and burning/hiding/throwing them away is gonna make them love him!  Ha!  He seriously is mental if he really thinks that!  God!  I wanna hurt him!  I can't take it!  I can't wait until I'm completely alone forever!  I really don't want anything to do with socialization! I'm happier when I'm by myself...